Dastane eshghe man

salam:

esme man nimas,motevalede ..../2/26,eshghe computer,laghabamam hackere,darsamam kheyli zaef albate nemikhona be dalili ke dar inja migam,va.....

in blog ro dorost kardam ta ye dastane vagheyi tosh bezaram ke mishe dastane zendegiye man ke daghighan dalile hame chize!!!!

sale 1386 khaharam sale avale dabirestan bod manam sale sevome rahnamayi tafavoti dar maghtae tahsili nadashtim vali dar sen 3 sal ke be dalayeli saba(khaharam)aghab oftad.to madrese ye dost dasht be name yasaman ke ba un ham kelas bod va be khoneye ma miyomad vali avalash ba man kari nadasht va miyomad pishe saba ta inke zado shod tabeston va yasaman kam kam rosh be khoneye ma baz shod.

dar inja faghat ye mozoro matrah konam ke man ye dost daram ke esmesh ali rezas va mesle dadashame va ziyad khone ye ma miyad.

az bahs kharej nashim ke yasaman kam kam ba man rahat shod va to otaghe man miyomad baham harf mizad va.... vali hame chizesho be saba migoft.yasaman 15 salesh bod ye pesari be name amir mire khastegarish babash mige alan ba ham dost bashin ta ya30 bere daneshgah bad mizaram ba ham ezdevaj konin pesare 22 salesh bod va yasaman asheghe un bod.

man asheghe yasaman hastam va in mozo nemizasht ke man beram behesh begam ke dostesh daram va barash mimiram.vali ye roz ghoro shekondam va raftam behesh goftam biyad to otagham un rooz man va ya30 dar khone tanha bodim.

matne sihbate man:

bebin ya30 harfayi ke man alan behet mizanam faghat mikham toye in otagh bashe va az in dar rafti biroon kasi nafahme goft ok.goftam bebin ya30 man toro dost daram va kheyli behet alaghe mand shodam va midonam to ba amir dosti va dostesh dari vali in mozoro goftam ke bedoni,va on dar javab be man goft man mikham ba amir ezdevaj konam va .........

in mozo tamom shod ya30 har roz khoneye ma bod baham mizadim,miraghsidim,ghelyon mikeshidim va...... kheyli khosh migzasht.

ya30 nemizasht axasho daste basham va nemikhast shomarasho dashte basham har vaght midid shomarasho to goshim daram ya axasho daram pak mikard ta inke kam kam behem etemad peyda kard va gozash dashte basham.

bade ye chand rooz didam ya30 nemiyad be saba migoftam javabe sar bala midad kheyli narahat bidodam zangam mizad salam nakarde migoft goshiro bede saba va kheyli lahne harfash gerye konan bod,bade ye chand vaghti omad didam dare gerye mikone goftam alan mogheyat nist beram jolo bebinam chi shode bezar vaghti tanha shod,tanha shod raftam dastesho gereftam goftam ya30 chi shode ye chand vaghtiye narahati?amir aziyatet karde?goft ye 3 rooze mipichonatesh va nemikhad bahash harf bezane kheyli narahat shodma va goftam beram ye balayi saresh biyaram ke goftam velelesh.

3rooz bad didam ayfon zang zad ya30 bod goft saba bere payin vali goft man naram manam naraftam ta didam bade 2 saat ya30 2bare zang zad goft nima bia payin man va saba bikarim,raftam az dor didam ya30 dare gerye mikone kheyli asabam khord shod vali be roye khodam nayavordam goftam beram az in hal daresh biyaram,man kolan adame banamaki hastam va kheyli mikhandoonam vali endafe efaghe nakard.saba raft bala man va ya30 tanha shodim raftam ro be rosh neshastam va ashkasho pak kardam behesh goftam chi shode?goft:amir roze tavalodamo yadesh rafte dare hey mano mipichone dg mano nemikhad va shoro kard taif kardan.

farda omad khonamon va amir behesh goft ya30 dg nemikhamet kash mimordam va un moghe hale ya30 ro nemididam faghat gerye mikard va ashk mirikht kolan asabam be ham rikht,shab shod ya30 be amir zangid va goft mikham tamom konam va tamom kardan va in dash ali ke behesh migim dadash 15 daghighe be tamom kardane ya30 va amir namonde bod ke be ya30 pishnahade dosti dad ba in ke midonest man asheghe ya30 hastam!!!!!

fardash goftam injori nemishe bezar baraye ya30 ye tavalod manandi begiram ke halesh avaz she,raftam barash cake kharidam omadam dame khone be saba gofte bodam ke ya30 daro baz kone ya30 daro baz kard va mano did koli hall kard vali 2 roz dir shode bod ya30 motevalede 1372/6/8 hast cako boridim khordim va... .asr shod man va ya30 tanha shodim ya30 dishabesh goshisho kobid zamin va kharab shod va spekearesh kar nemikard yani nemitonest harf bezane,ya30 goft man miram ye 2ri bezanam biyam ke akharesh az meydone azadi sar dar avord man khonamon saadat abade!!!!

modat ha gozasht va in dastan az yade ya30 raft.ye rooz to manzare neshaste bodim(ye jayi to shahrakemon)ya30 goft nima mikham ye mozoyiro behet begam,goftam alan mige mikham bahat refigh sham va az in harfa vali ino nagoft,goft ba ye pesare dost shodam be name iman ke farda dare miyad khonaton bebinesh bebin che pesariye!!!!kash 2nyaro ro saram kharab mikardan ye hamchin chizi nemigoftan vali heyf ke ........ .